Poor Doc-Man

Well, Mom & Dad decided while they were in town they should take Doc to the Vet and get his mega-roid checked out. Turns out, it was stage 4 inoperable cancer. Dootsie said Doc was in pain and there was nothing he could do for him. So, I guess Doc's already been put to sleep. Poor thing. I really never thought he would last this long, after Ivy died in the summer. But he actually seemed to enjoy being a widower. I don't know, maybe she nagged him a lot. Mom was upset about it, but so were Haley and I. I'm sure Dad is bummed too.

Jason told me last night that he returned the Valentine's gift he got me. I asked him what it was, and at first he wouldn't tell me. Then he told me it was a ring. NOT an engagement ring, but a big silver ring ("like the kind you wear" he said) with about 40 diamonds. It didn't bother me then, but he said that he could bear to give it to me knowing that I'm leaving for MS. Now that I think about it, seems like he should want me to have it in MS...to remind me. Not that I'm gonna forget that I have boyfriend until I look at my hand, but to remind me how we feel and what we have. I guess he doesn't think like that.

I found the cutest house in BSL! I love it, and can totally imagine me and the Bean living there.

Its 2 bedroom, 1 bath, hardwood floors. Its nice. Its listed with one real estate company, but the lady I'm working with - Sessie Manieri - can probably help me out and still get commission.

Lily is staying - alternately - with Ben and his parents until next Friday...I talked to him today, and he said that Lily has "enough on her mind right now" (he didn't want to tell her about Doc). I asked him what he meant; he said she is nervous about moving and going to a new school. I said that she will be going to a new school anyway...b/c she can't go to daycare forever. I think they are doing that on purpose. They're freaks.

Well, it snowed here. I didn't come in to work until about 11:30. I have been working on one wire all day. I am going to pack up my desk today. I have been thinking all day about what I'm going to eat for dinner tonight. I want something good.
Ok, break is WAY over...I actually started my break at 10 til 3:00! I'm not dedicated anymore...Carla is now!