Sometimes I get so frustrated with my job...week after week, sending the same invoices to the same pay agents, and week after week seeing they are still not on the web! Today Tonji coded all the dedicated accounts to me, coded my "baby" [Alcoa] to Cindy; along with a few others. Now I have 2 accounts that - by themselves - each take a day to work. Wondering how I'm going to do learning - once again - new accounts, contacts, website, etc. I know I'll do fine, that I'll get it...but I feel very stuck in a rut. I think its just today b/c I'm tired. So tired...I'm totally going to bed when Lily does, tonight.
I have my 2nd therapy appt today. I am already tired of going, really tired of the aircast and tennis shoes too. My ankle has been so sore since I started working it, but it feels better. I am getting over the limp, that I thought I'd always have. Starting to realize that its just weak...
Still haven't heard about the layoffs...Janette said Mary keeps putting her off. I'm not worried about it. Praying for God to make the choices I need to make very obvious to me...like smack me in the head. Told Andy that I was praying, and "confused" but that I might need a job by the end of the week. I don't know why I'm writing in incomplete sentences...so tired....yawn.
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