Yes, I'm still talking about this

On Saturday, my parents decided to head to their fav vacation spot: Townsend, TN. They come up here all the time, and sometimes Lily and I join them. We are here now...not all together though. That is the problem. One of the main attractions here is tubing down the Little River, and apparently it takes hours to float from point A to point B (they're still not back yet). Lily really wanted to go tubing today, and I did too...I was actually excited about it until I put my swimsuit on. Something snapped in my brain, at the thought of parading around in front of (in my mind, hundreds of hot) strangers nearly naked. I got upset, and actually cried because I was embarrassed. I guess I had one of those "aha moments" that you read about in People Magazine's annual "Together, These Women Lost Over 400lbs" issue. They say, "I couldn't fit in the roller coaster seat", or something like that. I can fit in roller coaster seats, and am not (as Mom said) "as fat as some people" (thanks mom!)...but I was freaking out about being in public in my Miracle Suit. So, I didn't go. Oh well, maybe next year Lily.